PLEASE READ LYRICS!

Broken ..........Amy Lee and Seether 

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away

Hey everyone. so, things haven't been going so great for me lately. and i think i'll open up. this year, i started out at a new school. i didn't really wanna go there, but i had no choice. see, my parents, they think public school is evil and homeschooling is to much work. so i go to a private school called Grandview Christian Academy. i mean, i have friends and all, but, it's not like we hang out. i mean, i haven't known "the crew" as my friends for eternity, but i love all u guys. all of u have been my friend in one way or another. u don't care how i talk, walk, dress, or what my hobbies are. u don't judge. and like, i just wanna say how much of an impact u guys have made on me.

lately i've been feeling really empty, and my best friend is going with me for counseling.

"the boxes of medication slowly disappear from the medicine cabinet as i lay awake sleeplessly at night and the drug takes over."

 just pray for me. i think that part of the reason i feel like crap is that micah left. shane left. now abram's leaving. but, i gained a bunch of friends from hanging out with "the crew".

        "I will look back on this summer and laugh at all the great memories"

i'm outtie for now, but i'll have some pics on from the ephrata parade. bye bye now.                        ~Zac