zacboi1353's Xanga

Sunday, October 03, 2004

Sun, 03 Oct 2004 00:52:05 GMT

Hey everyone, what's up. I haven't updated ina while sorry bout that. You still love me right? I've been doin alot better thanx for all ur prayers. Yea, well, in the last week i've done a TON of stuff. Today i went out to lunch w/ a close friend of mine. His name's Taylor, he's been an older brother to me for some like, 3 years now. He's awesome. We went out to CHINESE FOOD!! Wok and Roll if u ever heard of it. But he starts a 40 day fast tommorow so he didn't eat much. But its all good. Then i came home, hung out, talked on the phone, did some laundry and did whatever. Then around 5-5:30ish I left for my church and me and the youth band went to Lancaster County Bible Church. That was AWESOME!!!!!!!! LOL. It was.

So, who else is dreading the day that good ol' brammy leaves? I kno i am. And i'm sure u guys are to. Here are some pics from last sunday night

This picture has also been removed due to the threat of blackmail.

Meredith and Abram

Abram

David and Abram

Due to the threat of blackmail, this picture has been removed

Abram and Meredith

I'm outty for now everyone, enjoi my site!!! buh bye~Zac Horvath

Thursday, September 23, 2004

Thu, 23 Sep 2004 18:09:02 GMT

PLEASE READ LYRICS!

Broken ..........Amy Lee and Seether

I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel light when you’re gone away

Hey everyone. so, things haven't been going so great for me lately. and i think i'll open up. this year, i started out at a new school. i didn't really wanna go there, but i had no choice. see, my parents, they think public school is evil and homeschooling is to much work. so i go to a private school called Grandview Christian Academy. i mean, i have friends and all, but, it's not like we hang out. i mean, i haven't known "the crew" as my friends for eternity, but i love all u guys. all of u have been my friend in one way or another. u don't care how i talk, walk, dress, or what my hobbies are. u don't judge. and like, i just wanna say how much of an impact u guys have made on me.

lately i've been feeling really empty, and my best friend is going with me for counseling.

"the boxes of medication slowly disappear from the medicine cabinet as i lay awake sleeplessly at night and the drug takes over."

just pray for me. i think that part of the reason i feel like crap is that micah left. shane left. now abram's leaving. but, i gained a bunch of friends from hanging out with "the crew".

"I will look back on this summer and laugh at all the great memories"

i'm outtie for now, but i'll have some pics on from the ephrata parade. bye bye now. ~Zac

Saturday, September 04, 2004

Sat, 04 Sep 2004 02:02:56 GMT

"There You'll Be"

When I think back on these times

And the dreams we left behind

I'll be glad 'cause I was blessed

To get to have you in my life

When I look back on these days

I'll look and see your face

You were right there for me

In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky

In my heart there will always be a place for you

For all my life I'll keep a part of you with me

And everywhere I am, there you'll be

Well you showed me how to feel

Feel the sky was in my reach

And I always will remember all the strength you gave to me

Your love made me make it through

Oh, I owe so much to you

You were right there for me

In my dreams I'll always see you soar above the sky

In my heart there will always be a place for you

For all my life I'll keep a part of you with me

And everywhere I am, there youll be

'Cause I always saw in you my light, my strength

And I want to thank you now

For all the ways you were right there for me

You were right there for me

For always

I really am happy for you abram and micah, you guys both rock. Never, and I mean never stop living for God. Here are my feelings.

Micah and abram, you to have shown me the true

Image of Jesus Christ through our friendship.

And Abram, you have shown me what true friendship

Really is.

I love you both.

Proverbs 18:24 A man of many companions may come to ruin, but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother.

People walk in and out of our hearts everyday, but you my friends, will leave an everlasting footprint.

And everyone else, Julian, Ashley, Chelsea, David, Greg, Tara, Shane, anyone I’ve missed, thank you all for the amazing “crying parties” we’ve had. I love you all.

and i leave you with this,

"Friends Forever"

enjoi your cry. ~Zac

Thursday, May 27, 2004

Thu, 27 May 2004 18:03:47 GMT

hey all. what is the hoot. lol. nm here. i wanted to go to that freaking kimberly locke concert at the chameleon club tonight, but my friend bailed on me. oh well not mad at her. i think i'll go to oneighty instead. yay. oh yea, there's this awesome song by this band called the barlow girls. it's called "Mirror" the chorus words rock: "Who are you to tell me that i'm less than what i should be, who are you, who are you. I don't need to listen to the list of things i should do i won't try no i won't try" yea it rocks. lol. but anyways, blog ya guys tommora, lata~Zac

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

Wed, 26 May 2004 19:56:25 GMT

Hey everyone. wassup. you will not believe what i did last night. i stayed up till 5 am just to clean my room. freakin spick and span. lol. i only got 4 hours of sleep, then i went to work. i work at burger king. it kinda sux. but it pays well. tonight i am goin out to dinner with my brother and my parentals for his birthday. and then i'm goin shopping. tj maxx here i come. *YAY. jk. lol. whatever. later~Zac

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

Wed, 26 May 2004 00:44:44 GMT

Xanga

hey everyone. what is up. today i just did whatever. i went out to breakfast with my mentor richie, a good friend of mine. then i went to my old school, dayspring christian academy, and had lunch there with some old friends. lol. they laughed at my nipple ring. that's all for now! later. bye! ~Zac